Sunday, November 3, 2013
So mixed up
This recent tragedy is not the only thing making me upset. We are having financial issues again. Also I do not see Ricky much as he is working over night. I feel like the trials just keep coming. I do not know what to pray for anymore. I feel so let down that I am almost afraid to pray for anything. I still do pray but I have this bad attitude of "whats the point". I need to somehow get past this. Otherwise the enemy wins. I do not want to continue down this road.