I have been burdened with wanting to patch up a friendship ever since Lonnie's homegoing. This friend and I have gone through so many trials and tribulations. Due to me being an idiot I made so many mistakes with him. I wish I could change the past. We had been keeping in touch but then all the sudden he stopped talking to me. There was no warning. We had a ton of arguments in the past. But this time around we went from trying to make plans to him not answering my calls. Ricky and I both have tried to reach out to him but with no success. I do not know what I should do going forward. So I have kept my distance and will continue to pray for him and his wife. I am heartbroken that our friendship is over. But I will accept it and move on. I just wish I could talk to him and find out how he is doing.